I will not let you
Make me feel less than I want to feel that I am worth
I will not let you
Determine how I will react to your choices
I will not let you
Create my destiny for me
I will not let you
Treat me in a manner that is hurtful
I will not let you
Define me
I will not let you
Judge my pain in an effort to eliminate yours
I will not let you
Take the best parts of me for yourself
I will not let you
Be less than honest with yourself
I will not let you
Design my life for me should you leave
I will not let you
Destroy my feelings for you until I am ready to dismiss them myself
I will not let you
Have me carry your feelings for you anymore
I will not let you
Pretend that everything will be fine if you leave..it won’t…for all of us
I will not let you
You keep me indefinitely in this place of limbo
I will not let you
Weaken my own resolve for a better me and a better life
I will not let you
Continue to cry on my shoulder about your pain
I will not let you
Tell me who and what I have to be after you are gone
I will not let you
Craft a fantasy that you expect me to live in
I will not let you
Teach our children about cowardice without a response
I will not let you
Ruin everything that is good that lies within me
I will not let you
Make me bitter or make me hate you
So you can leave
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Gardy Loo Pismire 
Beautiful.
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Very lovely.
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Nailed it!
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Love your writing and it breaks my heart that you’re dealing with a H who seems to be in MLC. It’s hell on earth when you realize the loving wonderful H you’ve shared your life with for 30 years has become an alien. Look closely for a woman around the corner waiting or one in his mind that he wants around the corner waiting. Not saying there is, but I know the blueprint. Hope he’s just being a shit and is not in MLC.
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I do not believe he is involved with someone but we really never know someone even though we think we do. I do think he is doing what he can in his capacity to try to make things better.
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