It is interesting to me
The number of people who have said
“This doesn’t sound right.”
“Are you sure he isn’t having an affair?”
“You should hire a private detective and find out.”
But I don’t believe he is seeing someone else
And even if I did
I would rather have him live with his own guilt,his own fear, and his lies
Than for me have to live with his betrayal
There was a time I would never have thought this way
Maybe its age or maybe its wisdom,
But whatever it is I want him to feel the whole impact
Of his actions
And I don’t want to feel it
Until/ or if this marriage is done.
I don’t want to take on
What is his to carry
On his own two shoulders
Let his legs buckle under the weight of it all
Not mine
Gardy Loo Pismire 
I totally get that. *hugs*
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Wise.
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We may all have opinions but they’re just that and nothing more. In the end you have to do what is right for you. Hope that you’re right and we’re bat shit crazy. …..Wishing you well.
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It was people in my “real” life that I was referring to.
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Hope that you’re right and ( they’re ) bat shit crazy. Full disclosure here….I went through MLC in my family (included a workplace whore) so I am bat shit crazy. Thankfully not certifiable and expected to make full recovery. Lot to be said for whine and cheese sessions with friends. Good luck.
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